~FRUSTRATING~

The whole day...possibly going through the week...I don't know.

It has been a very FRUSTRATING day at work - a lot of information coming my way, and so much of it hush/hush that I have to keep it to myself. I love the fact that I am trusted by my peers...but at the same point, that makes for a very misunderstood me by my fellow co-workers. Where they think I am holding back and withholding information...well, I am and I must. I never signed up wanting to be voted the prom queen but it still hurts when others don't like you even though they don't know you or the full story. Also I am FRUSTRATED that my once happy and challenging job is now being pulled in three different directions by three different Sr. Management and I will be very unhappy of two of the three make my position what they would like it to be. FRUSTRATING!! Oh well I guess...tomorrow is another day and there will be new hurdles to jump over right?

It has been very FRUSTRATING coming home - dinner to make, a husband to argue with and a son who will not eat his supper...and is still sitting at the dinner table (currently 6:44 p.m.) and he has 4 bites left of his 5 bit minimum. FRUSTRATING when you have a child who is so picky...who tells you that they don't want the food that you made...who refuses to try new things... Now I know how my Mom felt. I guess maybe he will grow up one day too and realize that he missed out on so many enjoyable meals...and then he can say the same things about his kids.

It will be very FRUSTRATING trying to sleep tonight - for some reason in the last two weeks I have been consistently and annoyingly waking up around 3-3:30 in the morning an am either unable to fall back asleep or do so about 20 minutes before my alarm goes off at 6. Looking forward to another night of lacking sleep.

So it has been and will be one of those FRUSTRATING days...

(and Nicholas still hasn't touched bite #4)